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Sunday, November 06, 2005

i had been feeling so low and i had been thinking abt suicide many many times...i didn't feel like getting out of bed today. went to the net to see the easiest and fastest way. no such thing. i'm stumped. plus again, i couldnt sleep last night. decided to see rachael of befrienders. i have been talking to her for more than 6 months now. she has been thro rough times herself and she knows what is it like to be in my shoes. thus, i need her, as much as i need my dr. she helps me to see things in different perspective.

dr only knows the theory, so yes he helps to a certain extent.

2 Comments:

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    By Blogger lucky, at 5:33 AM  

  • Don't ever commit suicide. You have to make a deal with yourself that you never will. Unfortunatly, it is not your decision. I know you can do it if you want but it will effect too many other people negatively. You need to struggle through life and accept it as a lesson. That is my philosophy. I'm having similar thoughts and tough times. I have never given out this web site to anyone.

    My wife is kicking me out of the house, I've lost my job, my family, my health... I'm really down. So I'm in a similar boat as you but we have to keep going. We have to be strong. We can use these blogs to vent but don't do the suicide thing. It's not the right thing to do. Not right for you or anyone else in this world. It benefits no one. It is not an escape.

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    By Blogger Mighty Joe, at 12:35 PM  

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